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Salam ols....

It's been so long i never touch my virtual notepad. So, today while waiting my students doing their practical exercise, i take this opportunity, spend few minutes to share something with uols...

My life is quite hactic lately. lots of things and work have to be done. Course preparation, class preparation, reception preparation and so on. Half completely done and another still in my waiting list 'things to done'. Fuih!!!..

Now am preparing myself, calculating days, waiting something which me and husband had decided...Jeng! Jeng! Jeng!...heheheheh. we'll wait and see ya....

When the day comes, i'll surely share with uols....1...2....3.....4.....(don't stop counting)
Salam.....

Astaghfirullahhhhhhhal azzziiiimmmmm........this is the right place where i can burst out everything n anything and to anything n evryone.....

In academic field, we need pruf when to argue and defend our points.....YES, definitely, i agree with that especially in terms of technology.....our technology grow fast and NOT everyone capable to catch up with that. Frankly, i love to prefer latest reference books to pruf my points BUT i really disappointed when there certain people out like to IKUT KEPALA DEPA seniri without any pruf.....Boleh kuar statement, "AKU X MAU IKUT BUKU, AKU NK IKUT KEPALA AKU". lantak lah.......malas nk layan....Students korg yg tanggung..

Masyallah.......Ya ALLAH....Ko ampunkan lah dosaku.....Ko terangkan lah hatiku dan perluaskan lan mindaku....

New Sem with new AIM n VISION

salam...

2 weeks break, gave opportunity to me to plan and build my new AIMs to be a better person n educator for people around me. Information that i gained in Shah Alam really helped me a lot in reorganizing my plan. New method had been chosen as a medium in matching students' capabilities with IPTs' needs n requirements. Even though THIS method difficult to be implemented, but it MUST be implemented in achieving my aims n fulfilling both parties...

Hopefully, my experiment works well n goes successfully with good rewards...

Here, i want to thank to BUBs for her kindness of sharing her recipes. Cuti arituh, i spent my quality time with my kids in the kitchen with her yummilicious recipes. thanks BUBs :)

IDs FEVER

Salam....Me attending IDs (for improving and enrich my technical n practical skills in IT) for the whole week....Quite tiring but really enjoy it. Our technology grows very fast. Rupa2nya many more skills are needed to b polished and enriched.....Now i'm turning to Google+ due to Government rules (FB hav been restricted)..

Here, i want to thanx to Math Unit members who are volunteered to help TM's unit to b the facilitators of our practical lab...TQs very much...

Skills learned :
GIMP (graphic n animation editing)
Audacity (audio editing)
Movie Maker n OpenShot (movie editing)
Base (Database)

Huish!!!!Notes !!!!!Not prepared yet.....
hi out there...

minggu Audit SIRIM....very tiring....lots of things to prepare, almaklum la suka wat keje last minute. BUT alhamdllh every completely done..At the same time, i hav to prepare my students for their PSPM 1. Of course, prepare sets of questions and etc...etc....Me also hav to prepare all de info in my brain, so i can easily answers various questions from them yang kekdg to mcm agaks ridiculous,,hehheheh.....(Students, sometimes too naive)

Watever it is life must go on happily and full with joyous.....Sometimes i keep thinking of doing something diff in my life so i can feel the innovation of life. A bit invention also needed to make my life more merrier....hahhahaha...ye...ye jek aku ni....BUT all these are true.........ini la asam garam dan gula dalam kehidupan...

Kepincangan yang tersirat

Kepincangan pengurusan atasan sememangnya tersirat. Salah org bwh sentiasa dicari dan dikenalpasti. Kenapa masalah itu berlaku tidak diambil peduli. Arahan yang selalu keluar ialah, u buat ni, u buat tuh....bile timbul masalah, cuma dibiarkan ia berlalu pergi. Keburukan yang dilakukan sedikit cuma boleh menutup kebaikan yang menggunung tinggi.

Mujur la aku ni jenis buat dek.... yang penting tugas dan tanggungjawab diri sebagai hambaNya. Ku cuba sedaya upaya untuk memikul tanggungjawab yang digalas. Pedulik la dengan reputasi. Hanya Dia sahaja yang tahu.

Pengalaman membuatkan aku menggagahkan diri untuk memberi cadangan. Jadik cadangan dan justifikasi sudah pun diusulkan. Malangnya, ia dipandang remeh serta dilengah-lengahkan. Dan impaknya, rakan sekerja terjejas kesihatan termasuk la aku sendiri kerana beban kerja yg tidak tertanggung lagi. DAN masih belum ada tindakan yang yang diambil oleh pihak atasan....HOI!!!!! pihak atasan!!!!!!! bangunla dari tidur mimpi yang panjang. berani la buat keputusan dan perubahan.

Tidak ku luahkan semuanya ini dalam blog ni kiranya aku bekerja dalam suasana yang menyeronokkan. TP tetapkan kucuba untuk menggembirakan diri...HAHAHAHAHHAHA. SEGERAKAN LA APA YANG PATUT DISEGERAKAN. Jangan sampai Toh Puan Faizah bertindak dengan lebih agresif.

Ramadhan dan Raya

Hi readers..

Ramadhan kali ni byk dugaan dariNya....Aku warded for 4 days 3 nights....tonsilitis. 2 weeks MCs. lembik semacam aku dibuatnya....1 week plus after, my hubby plak warded 4 1 day and 1 night...same infection with mine....malam raya baru fully recover....

Then first hari raya, my sweety daughter demam..merah mata belah kiri, sian kt dia....so no jln2 raya this year...just stay @ home. on sunday baru la nurina nampak cergas but 'pass beten' kat the second one...n yesterday adam, the oldest plak yg demam. sian kt depa. skang aku mencari-cari supplement yg boleh tingkatkan antibodi diorg...al-maklum la asyik demam jek...bergilir-gilir plak tuh...

me n husband s parents simpati betul kt diorg neh...

Ujian buat Nurina Adriana - Go Away Stapy !!! Go Away!!!!



Salam...

Again ujian from Him..... Aku redha dan pasrah...

Nurina suspected stapy scalded syndrome positive. Virus, known as Stapy attacked her skin. Her skin became so soft and fragile. Luckily, cepat jumpa doktor. Dr. said its not that serious but had to be warded. 4 days berkampung kt spital. Antibiotik disuntik as scheduled. Ubat demam had been given also to control her temperature. Alhamdulillah, those critical 4 days passed by. She discharged happily but still had to go to hospital to do nebulizer twice a day. Her skin started mengelupas dan sampai sekrang masih lg belum habis mengelupas. Dah habis baby oil sebotol to moisturize her skin. Above are the pictures of patient with Stapy Scalded Syndrome...i was so scared when looking @ my beloved daughter. Keadaan dia x jauh beza dengan those pict.

Work

List of work to be done :

1.  Design MPPB brochure. (bukan satu tp 2 @  3 choices of design)
2.  Prepare Anugerah Quality montaj (nk wat cm AJM plk...ada calon2 n gimiks plk...poning kepalo den)
3.  Prepare Student's Mark report. (biasa laa....ujung sem)
4.  Rest @ hols (utk meringan kepala aku yg semakin berat)

tu la....teacher NOT ONLY teaching!!!!

Sokmo hols jek aku neh......setelah penat bekerja, my body really need overall rest......RT doesn't work anymore. uhukss........




muka ku semakin pucat disebabkan keje yg byk...n penat brainstorm otak mencari idea.....

Do not fear going forward slowly; fear only to stand still

"DO NOT FEAR GOING FORWARD SLOWLY, FEAR ONLY TO STAND STILL"

i agree with this phrase. Better to move a bit n slow than nothing....sekurang-kurangnya, ada improvement n nampak perubahan yang  akan berlaku daripada kita x buat apa2, jdk kita x nampak sebarang impaknya....
Untuk sesiapa yang berani, u can move forward fast BUT Don't too greedy sbb nnt kita jugak yang akan rugi...

So, to all my students,
move forward confidently. Mistakes make us more matured in making decision in our life. Be rational, be realistic. There's nothing impossible in our life..

Kuala Terengganu & Kota Bahru(CNY)

Last minute planned with my SIL. Luckily, ada bilik kosong @ Batu Buruk Resort, T'ganu...Adussss, mcm nak patah pinggang. 8 hours travel ko....Nice scenery there. BUT too crowded with people..CNY kan.. We bought Keropok Lekor of course. De batik mmg cantik BUT too expensive la. xpe la kirim kt Azia, my fren. Can get lower price, unless u can speak T'ganu slang....uhuksss. @ KT, we visited chendering, masjid terapung, masjid kristal, dataran shahbandar (quite happening during night), pasar payang.

@ KB, we stayed at Gaya Warisan. Also crowded with people. i just bought xpress tudung there. Here, we visited, wakaf che yeh, pasar ct khadijah n PCB.

very tiring destination, but we enjoyed the trip...so now, time to rest @ home...hehheh

welcome to T'ganu


sandy beach @ Batu Buruk


Lencun giller..played bubbles @ the beach


night view @ Dataran Shahbandar


Pasar Payang with famili


In front the most beautiful mosque i had ever seen


Masjid Kristal


@ KB


Kiddos ber'posing' atas meriam with cousins

Cameron Highland

First time, my kids travelled by bus....They were very excited. We stayed @ Sri Juliana Chalet which was located in Brinchang. Hilly place make the chalet looks so nice n the scenery also nice. 2 days in Cameron gave lots opportunity to us to do many activities, indoor and outdoor. 'Kotak beracun', musical chair, bbq n melempap in de room made us load of exciting events. Merende' @ pasar berinchang, ladang teh, bee farm, kea farm, raju hill were great visit. Cuma sejuk sket caused ujan(gerimis) kt sana. Anyway, we enjoyed our fast trip and short holiday.

climbed up to cameron highland (zzzzzz....bile nk sampai neh)



our first room b4 migrated to another room @ Sri Juliana Chalet


Berposing while waiting for a key of another room..


ber'background'kan kobis : taken by hubby


pic taken by Adam


yummy cabbage taken by Afiq

bbq @ Sri Juliana backyard : taken by Adriana


@ Tea Farm


@ Raju Hill


also @ Raju Hill

headache

Salam....

It's glooming today....n my head still painful......dah seminggu lebih aku berkeadaan macam ni....kekdg tu, rs mcm dh nk recover BUT tetiba dia fening2 lalat balik....cuaca out there pun mcm x menentu.....aku rasa aku perlu berehat dengan aman dan tenang...then might feel better n fresh....

Walhal matrik baru je cuti seminggu, tp tak rasa cuti langsung. x rest pun. Rushed to KL, nurina's appointment. Dah sampai klimaks kot akunye energy. Cannot sustain my energy anymore. We, me and hubby need peace and break for a moment....Kids except nurina pun not feeling well....Adam still got mild coughing, Afiq's flu still not fully recover.

This weekend plak kena bawak my mentees to Cameron. Sleep there for 1 night. Hope, it will be the best rest time for us because the activities are not that pack...More to leisure..leisure activities only....

Cameron, wait for us....And blog, wait for our pictures yeah.....

Year 2011

Hai out there.....

Bye bye to year 2010.... Lots of tears fallen in this year. So many big tests Allah gave to me....I was really week @ first BUT big thanks to all supports from out there. It really made me strong. n Allah i accept all Your tests with gratitude. Only U know the best for us.

2011, do not know yet what's will happen in the future but i'm hoping it will bring lots of joys n good journey (good health n wealth). Insyaallah...Plan for 2011 have been drafted. I'll try my best to realize all my plan.

Alhmdllh, 2011 started with great things..adam really enjoy his school session (have fun my big boy)...;)...n afiq want to go to school at least, eventho s/times he did many tricks. My gurl darling, getting smarter n fun day by day..

luv,
- blink -

8 November

hi bloggg...

Lama betul aku menyepi.....sibuk ngan anak yg baru sunat...pastu pulun exam ngan dia.....pastu sem break..mmg break betul aku kt kg....

Anak sunat : alhamdulilllah dah sihat...
Exam : alhamdulillah, dpt nom 3 dia....dia ingatkn kitorg yg kitorg akan bg present kt dia kalau dpt no 1,2 @ 3
Tp dia cuma nk makan biskut coklat n choc je....hehehhee
Sem break: duduk melempap je kt umah sbb nk hilangkan penat slps melalui saat2 bz.....

Arini 8 november, start keje...malas gile nk bgn (sbb pikir dah ada keje yg menunggu kt opis...uhukk)....dan arini ari lahir my beloved hubby n abah (:))....smoga mendapat keberkatan usia, dimurahkan rezki dan dilindungiNya serta bahagia selamanya....

Hari-hari Mendatang

Salam blogger....

Hari ni aku rasa mcm nk update blog ni....Rasa diri ni mcm nk muhasabah diri....Apakah kebaikan yang dah aku buat dan perlu ku teruskan...Apakah perkara yang x sepatutnya aku buat? Dan semestinya harus ku eliminate dari hidup aku...Apakah dugaan yang telah aku lalui dan yang akan aku tempuhi akan datang? Apakah kegembiraan dan kesedihan yang telah aku lalui dan akan aku lalui selepas ini?...Segala yang telah ku lalui terpahat kemas dalam kotak fikiranku dan ada yang begitu kemas terpalit dalam hatiku.....Namun apakah pula yang akan aku lalui selepas ini? segalanya masih samar2........

Blogger.....
Anak -anak aku merupakan dugaan bagiku....Bila melihat wajah-wajah yang masih belum kenal erti hidup, kekadang hati aku pilu....sekecil itu, mereka telah melalui saat-saat yang mendebarkan...Anak ke-3, melalui saat getir dengan pembedahan jantung, Anak ke-2, asthmanya..alhmdllh x kritikal...., dan kini anak ku yang pertama: kasihan dia...rupa2nya, dia cuma ada satu kidney.....baru saja dpt detect.....keadaan ini menyebabkan kami terpaksa mengambil keputusan untuk menyunatkannya awal dan melakukan sedikit surgery....mungkin memang sudah tertulis didalam lembaran hidup aku....setakat ini, hanya keluarga terdekat shj yang mengetahui keadaan anak sulong aku....namun begitu aku tetap bersyukor sbb dapat kesan awal...so boleh la buat apa2 precaution n prevention.....Perubatan tradisional mengatakan anak aku ada 2 kidneys ( > 3 tmpt dh aku tanya)....aku x akan putus asa....

bubbles; sahabatku pasti kau akan tau lps ni mslh anak sulong aku sb cuma ko sorg je yang ikut blog ni (soalan ko dh terjawab kat sini).....Keadaannya sihat spt budak normal...cuma sejak kebelakangan ini, dia agak sensitif....dan yang aku perasan, sejak kebelakangan  ni jugak, dia selalu sakit kepala dengan panas bahagian mata kalau terlalu panas..ikut cam aku(x tahan panas)....ko doakan lah anak2 aku sentiasa sihat dibawah lindunganNya....Mmg sedih hati aku ni tp aku pasrah dengan ketentuanNya.....Mungkin ini bahagian aku....Dan aku tetap bersyukur sbb aku tau segala-galanya awal.....

UjianMU

Aku pasrah dengan ujianMu....Aku sesungguhnya adalah insan dan hamba yang lemah...Sudah menjadi lumrah ujian akan dilalui oleh manusia....Aku redha....dan aku yakin sesungguhnya setiap ujian ada hikmahnya.....Insyaallah...

Sesungguhnya hanya Yang Maha Agung mengetahui segala-galanya.....

Salam Aidil Fitri

Lagi beberapa hari lagi Ramadhan akan berakhir...Sedihnya hati ni....Tapi buat anak2, gembira bukan kepalang...sb dh dekat nk raya....

Adam sibuk tulis kad raya untuk kawan2, sepupu sepapat, pak cik n mak cik, tok, atok n nenek....
Semoga di bulan yang mulia ini, doa2 dan hajat dimakbulkan....amiiinnnnn

Dikesempatan ini, kami mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidil fitri...mudah-mudahan kita berpeluang untuk menyambut next ramadhan....

halooo...halooo...halooo

Salam everybody...

In a sudden Afiq got 'semput'...but not that worst. Genetic and generation sickness. First time, he took nebulizer. He said 'best. Sejuk'. He smiled when he saw smoke come out from his mouth area. Based on my observation, he will get 'semput' when he got cold or too happy. He started with coughing n then he vomited. After that, his breath looked so heavy. Pity him. So this week, he have to control himself not too happy. At nursery, his baby sitters have to frequently remind him. Not too much play, not too happy. But what we can do. He is a boy. Of course, he likes to play, enjoy his playing time. Sometimes he cannot limit his happiness.

Anyway alhamdullillah. It's not serious and nothing to be worried. Everything still under control. Ya Allah! U r the only place we put on hopes. Lindungilah Kami Ya Allah. Kurniakanlah kesihatan ke atas kami Ya Allah supaya dapat mengerjakan segala perintahMu...Aminnn....

Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan...

Cepat masa berlalu...rs br je semalam habis bulan syawal...Setiap hari Adam tanya, "besok ke kita puasa?" excited nk pose...alhmdllh, ada rs keinginan dia nk berpuasa..ape pn perkataan raya tetap jugak keluar dr mulut dia.. "lps puasa, kita raya ke umi? Kita boleh main bunya api?" ish..iish, bunga api yg menyeronokkan dia...

Dikesempatan ini, saya nk ucapkan selamat menyambut Ramadhan, smoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih baik daripada Ramadhan yang lepas. mari lah sama2 mengimarahkan bulan yang mulia ini. try to grab all the opportunities in this month....